Monday, March 23, 2015
I have written about it many times. It has helped me get through a lot of things.
Sports. One thing that helps cancer survivors survive ( I hate the word thriver or thrive, just my personal thing.)
Some people run 5Ks, half marathons, marathons. Never understood the excitement about that, maybe I just don't like running, after all marathon comes from the legend of a Greek Runner who was sent from Marathon to Athens to announce that the Persians had been defeated in the Battle of Marathon, and supposedly dropped dead after he relayed the news of the victory.
This does not make me want to run a marathon.
Back to the ice.
We draft two seasons: Fall (Oct-Dec) and Winter (Jan-March)
Fall season I was Co-captain of Apple Tree Inn. We were last in our 5 team league, with an abysmal 3-8-1 record. We didn't win either of our two playoff games and well we finished.
We didn't win the season, however we didn't lose it either. My fall team, team Apple Tree Inn (seen below)
short once again, without our Co-capt who was out of town on a job, had fun. We had a game where we got totally blown out by another team 8-0 and my team was in great spirits, because we were having fun (well I am not a goalie, I hope he had fun, even though we lost, sorry Zach.) I think I missed one game in the fall, I was going to participate in a bike race and, well that didn't happen. We didn't do great, but when one of the best players in the league tells you it was the most fun they had playing hockey, then you know, as a captain you did your job. ( I did a good job drafting the team, the hockey gods deemed it a non winning season.
New sponsor. It happens, businesses decided not to renew sponsorships, We have had several businesses do that. Since my co-capt and I had gotten 2 sponsorships, we decided to captain Trish Hartwick Coldwell Banker. Doing so we became the first all female sponsored and captained team in the league. Unfortunately once again my co-capt. was out, this time with an ankle injury.
So we had more jerseys ordered before the season and then we drafted.
I think I drafted pretty well, but again the hockey gods were not favoring us. We had a 4-6 season and we made it to the semi finals of the playoffs, if you look at the photo at the top of the blog you will see why we lost, most of our team was gone that day. Most people didn't expect us to make it that far. I am thinking our team didn't expect us to make it that far.
I never doubted us. Not for a second.
You see, every season that you draft, you draft not just people, but your team, that team becomes your family. For 13 games those player were my family.
Family. if you have played hockey you understand. If you haven't, then it is difficult to explain.
I don't like missing games. Most people don't. I really hate missing games.
I know what it is like to not be able to play.
I know the feeling when your body hates you, and you can't lace em up, step out onto the ice and skate with your team.
I missed 1 game in the winter, I had bronchitis, I was coughing so much my doctor, who was also on my team, told me to come see her that week.
I missed a game,
I wasn't able to play.
I coached from the bench. (Yelling probably wasn't good for my throat, but I am not the quietest person out there when I am at the rink)
Having bronchitis reminded me of what it was like when I had to stop playing after I was diagnosed. It is weird how things can take you right back into that moment.
It was a moment I will never forget.
It was a moment I do not want to repeat.
I may not be the fastest player out there, or the best, but when I am out there I will give 110% every game, because I know that any game you play could be your last. That is a scary feeling to know about the sport I love so much.
So if you see me play, you will know why I skate hard, yes I like to win, but there is more to that sheet of ice that most people can see.
That is why to me every game is a victory.
To some it is just a game.
To me it is a whole lot more.
That is why I will keep skating.
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