Monday, August 8, 2011
Before I got cancer I never understood why survivors did marathons, bike races and other endurance events taht they probably would have never done before. I ran in high school. Lettered in cross country. Only ran one year. I hated it. Hated running. I did better when I didn't run between meets. Ironic I know. We had 5 girls on the team. I always came in last of our team. I can't recall how I did overall.
Now I understand.
Cancer takes a lot of out of you. It can make you feel weak in an instant when you were feeling so good.
Fatigue from fucking who knows what.
As a cancer survivor I was sick and tired of feeling sick and tired. When I was ready I got back to the gym. Hopped back on the bike. Jumped over the boards and back on the ice.
I participated in a 5k obstacle course called warrior dash. I was going to train for it, but like I said, I hadn't ran since high school, and that was oh so many years ago, and my sad attempts at training reminded me why I hated to run. No one ever looks happy when they are running. At least not until they are finished running.
So we briskly walked the course. Did all the obstacles. Got covered in mud. Jumped over flames. Yes flames. Crawled under barbed wire. Finished the race.
Most people were surprised that I did I 5k. I tell people I only run when chased.
Yeah I had fun at the race, with my friends.
But the Dash meant more than that...
So the next time you see a cancer survivor run a marathon, do a triathalon, or even climb a mountain, you don't need to wonder why.
Now you know.
Mel is the producer/co~host of The Vic McCarty Show. Listen Live Monday~Friday 10am-noon eastern time on wmktthetalkstation.com
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