Thursday, October 21, 2010
I was planning on writing a blog about something else unrelated to this topic. This one gets every survivor.
I was having a great day. Just did a great radio interview. Had an awesome lunch with the crew from work. My internet still isnt' working at home so I decided to check facebook on my phone.
Thats when I saw the post
My cancer is back.
Nothing sends shock waves through you like hearing or reading that. Recurrance. The scariest word a survivor can hear.
I posted something on her wall. I told her I would help her out in any way I can. I can't help her out financially. Financially I am the Titanic and the iceberg is my debt. Cant seem to steer clear of it. I can help her emotionally. Listen to her. She is far away. I can't hug her, or be there in person for her. That makes me sad.
Quite frankly what she is going through scares the hell out of me.
A friend of mine recently called me fearless.
Now you know the one thing I fear the most.
Mel is the producer of The Vic McCarty Show. Listen Live Monday-Friday 10am-noon eastern on wmktthetalkstation.com
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